Thursday, January 29, 2009


I don't know why in the hell myspace is saying that the web page you are trying to visit has been disabled. But I think it is for everyone. I looked at a couple of other people that I know that have blogspot pages and it says the same. I wonder if myspace is just cutting down on it. Maybe they only want you to post on their page???? Or maybe they are having a problem with myspace right now..... who knows I don't really care. It isn't that big of a deal to me.I think you can be a follower on here...


Before you go on reading this let me warn you: yes it is about money and it is about Kyle. If you don't want to hear about it, then close this page down.
Kyle told me over two weeks ago, I think it was last time that he got the kids. He said, I know you don't believe me but you should have money on your child support card by Friday. I told him that I didn't believe him but whatever. Guess what guys.....he still hasn't paid shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know that you are just as shocked as I!! I don't know why he feels the need to lie to me. I know that he isn't going to pay it, he knows that I know that he isn't going to pay why lie about it? Don't get it. He thinks that him taking them every other weekend like he is suppose to is going to save his ass, but it won't. I know you know how fed up I am with him, so I won't go on a rampage about him. He is pathetic and a child about the whole situation.

Zoei and Zane

Do you have any idea how much I love these little ones? They got ready for school this morning, and on the way to school they were talking and cutting up. When they got out of the car I watched them walk across the sidewalk. They gave eachother a hug like they do every morning. ( that won't last for too much longer) But as they each walked their own sperate ways I thought to myself , WOW!! They are not babies anymore. They are going to be 6 and 8 this year. Leaves me wondering where in the hell these past 8 years have gone. I see all of these people on myspace and facebook that are just now prego or have a new born. It seems just like yesterday that it was me. I was bringing home Zane or Zoei. You know while you are stuck in the moment you think that this time of crying, changing diapers, bottles and them needing you for everything will never pass. You enjoy it but think oh I can't wait for them to walk or talk, or do this or that. Then you end up in my shoes where they are in school, and can do things by themselves. You automatically want to help them with certain things, but then they say to you no mom, I don't need you to help me, I can do it all by myself. You look at them and think where did my baby go? Oh I am just in awe today. They have grown into such good kids. Yes Zoei talks too much and Zane plays his video games way too much, but that is them. I love those little people more than anything in this world and will do everything and anything for them. The life they have right now is perfect. Zoei said yesterday that I was the best mom she could ever have, and Jeramy was the best daddy she could ever have. It just makes my heart smile ya know. One day they are going to be 13 and 15 and think that we aren't so cool anymore. Years fly by so fast and I am going to blink my eyes are we are going to be there. So here's to you my babies. I love you more than anything in this world!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Our Texas Ice Day

Here is the ice we got last night that caused Jeramy to be home from work and the kids to be out of school.
Jeramy, Zoei and I walked up to the gas station this morning. It was funny seeing Zoei try to walk on the ice. She kept slippin and sliding. Zane wouldn't go with us. He said momma I'm not getting out in that cold. Pretty cute! Anyways here is how Zoei dresses for the cold weather.
Mind you she didn't go outside like this but this is how she dressed! She had to have a skirt on and her high school musical shirt. Her hannah montanna socks and an animal hat...... oh the joys of raising little girls. After awhile having nothing to do took its toll on us. Jeramy pass out on the couch then
after woke up he started attacking the kidsSo this was a pretty uneventful day. I am thinking about going to church tonight with Michele, but I have a head light out. I don't want to get stopped by the we will see! Love you all!!!!!

Monday, January 26, 2009

just bloggin

Zoei just got finished with her DI class. They are going to put on a play for the competition, so today they painted and got all of the props together. I am so not the artsy fartsy kind of mother. I have no desire to hang with the mommies and paint and get everything together. We are suppose to make a sheep costume for her , but I think we will just go buy one. I don't see myself being able to put something together. lol Maybe Michele can...she is an artsy fartsy kind of girl... ummmm something to ask her about.... anyways it's almost 5 o'clock... going to go watch some tv before Jeramy gets home and I have to fix dinner.

Monday Jan. 26,2009 WOW!

Today is Monday Jan. 26,2009. Is it just me or does this year already seem to be flying by? Man! Well Jeramy is off to work today. Hopefully his work picks up a LOT! When you are use to getting a thousand dollar paycheck every week, it is a shock to the system to only get 100! We would of been alright if I hadn't gone to jail and had to pay 500 dollars to get out, and Jeramy had to go to the dentist so that was another 400 dollars out of the pocket. We were actually getting ahead. We would of had all of the bill money for Jan. the first week of December, but as you can tell from above we had to spend a little extra money! But I am not worried about it. I know that GOD will come through on his time. I know that no amount of worry or stress from me is going to change anything! Life has a funny way of working itself out.LORD knows that I have learned that. So I don't really have much to say. Being that I am a stay at home mom now, I don't get out in the real world anymore. So therefore I have nothing to talk about lol... I'm just playing I have a lot to talk about but nothing really important! I think I will go tackle the rest of the laundry and wash the sheets and stuff. Love you all and hope you have a wonderful day!!!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Zoei Nicole

Oh my Zoei Nicole. I was sitting on the couch today folding boxers and putting socks together. The phone rings. I answer it and it is a "principal" from the kids school. Wasn't actually him but someone from his office. Well she goes on to tell me that Zoei keeps acting up in class. That she won't stop talking to everyone, that she gets red bears everyday, she has no respect for "authority." Sound like someone all of you know? Yea, I get it. Anyways, she asked me to talk to Zoei and try to get something done about it. I told her that on days that she has red bears that she has no computer, no games and she has to do homework. It's not like I just let her act like a fool ya know. I hung up the phone thinking OH MY GOSH! Already? Yes I was a pain in my parents ass from the age of about 12 or 13 till 25 hahahhahahahaha, but I didn't do shit in elementary school. I was a good girl then and wasn't a "bad influence" on people. What to do what to do? that is the question: If she doesn't get her act together she is going to be taken out of her DI class at school. It is a gifted class, so she can be taken out of it. We will see what happens ya know....

Good Morning!

At last my love has come along..... I am so loving this song. I have always loved it but I just found it on myspace and limewire yesterday so it is all that I am playing. Mrs. Etta James is amazing. So today is Thursday Jan. 22,2009. It is 8:30 in the morning. The kids are off to school, and Jeramy is still posted up in the bed sleeping. So therefore I am playing on the computer. Well I get to play until Jeramy wakes up and takes over the computer playing poker. Lol.... it's cool.....I think that I am going to kill two kittens. I really have come to realize that I am not an animal kind of person. I like them as long as they don't live with me, and I don't have to take care of them. When they don't piss and shit all over my house and make everything stink! I understand they are kittens and they will calm down, but I really don't like them. Mean yes..... just can't help it. Well I guess I am going to go clean up the house. I really have nothing else to do but make my house spotless.......

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

# 90

So you ask, "Why does April put pictures of herself up on her own blog?" Well the answer to
your question is simple: I am not condeded, I am just simply convinced! I'm just playing. I am just really bored right now. The kids have gone to bed, it is 10:49 at night and Jeramy is still playing the PS3. Of course it is in our bedroom, so I can't go and chill and watch T.V. Just the sound of video games drives me crazy. So what's been good in your life. Mine is wonderful. Are there some things that could be a little better, Yes. But am I letting that stop my happiness, am I letting it stop me from having fun and enjoying life, No. Is it a worry in the back of my mind, Well hell yes. But there are many other people, people in my little circle of friends that have it a lot harder than I do right now. So I am being thankful for what I do have. Knowning in the back of my head that it all can be taken away at the drop of a hat. Anyways: Blog more tomorrow. Going to go kick Jeramy off the game!

Monday, January 19, 2009

my 26th birthday

This picture is from Friday night at G's. I was obviously up all night long dancing at the table, on the wall, on top of Jeramy.... Ummm yea I guess you can say that I was living it up. Let me remind all of you that Friday I was skipping through the living room and landed wrong and on top of one of Zane's toys. My ankle started swelling up, so I popped a hydro before I left to take the kids to Kyle. Then I didn't think about it at all because by the time I got back it was time to get ready and everything. Then I got to the bar and wasn't really thinking about it. The only time was when I was dancing and it would give out on me. Should of been a sign to sit my ass down and chill, but it was my party and I was living it up! As you can see from the picture from today

my actual birthday I am posted up in my bed with my leg up and in a walking boot. Pay backs for living it up too much. I knew that I did something to it but shit...I wasn't going to let it kill my birthday party weekend. Saturday I was posted up like this all day long also. I didn't really move that much. Jeramy was so good and did everything for me. I didn't have the boot on Saturday so it was awful. Sunday I stayed in bed all day long too. Then we went out to dinner with Jeramy's mom sister Tom and the kids. Tabitha gave me the boot there, and it has helped out so much. I can actually walk without feeling like I am going to fall over. I still can't drive. My car is a standard so I am stuck. It was funny because my mom gave Jeramy and I a ride up to the mexican inn last night and then came and picked us it was funny! Anyways today is my 26th birthday. WOW!! Time goes by so fast ya know. I just look at my life today and I am so thankful for everything. I have the worlds best kids who are coming home today. Best birthday present that I could get! Jeramy is my night and shinning armor. I love him more than anything! My sister is one of my best friends and our relationship has just taken off. She is so much like me in's funny! My parents are wonderful. My relationship with my dad is getting better and better. Life is just so good. So precious! I am so blessed and in love! Happy 26th Birthday to me!!!!!!!!! Here are some pictures from Friday night:

Thursday, January 15, 2009


So I have to say something good about Kyle. Yes I know......SHOCKING!! Okay so you know about the whole court thing that I went through on Monday. I called him and asked him what his address was and he told me he was going to give me a P.O. box. I was pissed when he told me that. How are they going to serve him with a p.o. box? So he has called a couple of times to talk but I haven't answered the phone cuz i don't want to hear his bullshit ya know. Well I got a text today and he had his address on it. Well, what he says is his address. I hope it is. He said also that he sent in some I believe that ....NO but whatever. Atleast he is going to get served so that we can go to court and get this taken care of.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Fuckin bitchass..... You are a loser!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday, Jan.12,2009 will go down in my book as one of the most pissy days in a LONG TIME!!! As everyone knows Kyle hasn't paid his child support since June of 2008. He is currently over a thousand dollars behind, and keeps getting futher and futher behind due to him not paying and his interest going up. So yesterday was the day for us to go to court. I told Kyle about it, and he told me that he wasn't going to go. He exact words were if they take my rights away then call me and tell me so that I don't try to come and pick up the kids and look like a dumbass..... yea, but anyways. I have to be up there at 8 in the morning. So I am there, and we have to wait until 8:30 to sign in. By the time 8:30 rolled around, there were 60 people in the room. So we all sign in and fill out all the paperwork. At 9:45 all the people had finally got done. So they go through and start calling people back. At 11:30 I still hadn't gotten called so I went and told the lady that Kyle wasn't going to come. She told me this and that, and frankly she would get to my case when she could. I go out to the meter to put more money in it, and have two parking tickets on my window. One for an expired meter. Which is fucked up because you can only put 4 hours of money in there. If you leave the court room and they call your name and you don't answer they go to the next person and your case gets put last. You are fucked either way. Anyways the other ticket was for my driver side door being too close to the meter...... ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS???? I was so pissed off by that time that I literally didn't know what to do with myself. So I smoked a cig and then went back in the court room. Finally at 3:30 the BITCH behind the counter says what is your name? I go up to the counter and tell her my name again, and she proceeds to tell me that at 9:45 when I turned my paperwork in that they were suppose to tell me to leave because they haven't served Kyle. So I stood up there all day long for 7 hours, got two tickets all for them to tell me that I wasn't even suppose to be there. I was so pissed off! I still get a chill of anger down my spine when I think about it. IT IS ALL BECAUSE OF FUCKIN KYLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If he was a man about his shit then he would of told them a long time ago that he doesn't live in mesquite anymore. So I called his bitch ass yesterday and asked him what his address was. Of course he wanted to know why. So I told him and he said that he would give me a P.O. box..... ARE YOU FUCKIN SERIOUS? I HATE HIS ASS MORE THAN WORDS WILL EVER BEGIN TO DESCRIBE! Once again here I am picking up the bullshit from him. He gets to do whatever the fuck he wants to do, half ass all of his shit in his life, and April has to pick up the fucked up pieces. I will get him. I will find out where he lives and will tell them. He can't hide forever you know. P.O. Box can suck a nut for all I care. I will find out where he lives so that they can show up on his door step and serve him with papers. I am going to call the child support office today and tell them everything that I know. I am going to find out what I can do to get his stupid ass. He plays these games like a 12 year old.
Jeramy told me yesterday , April don't count on getting anything from him. I said I know that he isn't a big enough man to do what he needs to do. He is a little punk ass kid. Jeramy said that he doesn't see it being a burden to take care of the kids. I said I know that you love them more than he does. I know that you do more for them. I know that when they grow up they are going to see him as the stupid punk ass that he is. But I told Jeramy that it makes me hate Kyle even more when I see all the he does for the kids. Jeramy goes out of his way to take care of those babies, and kyle just sits by the wayside letting another man be the dad in their lives. Zoei calls Jeramy daddy all the time now. All the fuckin time. Zane does it about half of the time. KYLE IS A LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He thinks that I am just going to let this shit go by the way side, but it isn't going to happen. When he is 50 years old and the kids are adults I am still going to be after his ass. Nothing is going to make the money go away, and I am damn sure not going to just let it go. FUCK KYLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is gettting the kids this weekend which is just another slap in my face that he gets to do whatever he wants to do. I am going to request a court date though and have his rights taken away or alteast supervised visits. I am going to make it the biggest pain in his ass.... Once again just so you know how I feel,,,,,FUCK KYLE WILLIAMSON!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, January 9, 2009


Well today is Friday. I am so thankful for that. After having two weeks off with the munchkins, it has been hard getting back into the swing of things. The kids are glad today is Friday too. Friday is usually my drinking night but I might stay home tonight. Shannon text me last night asking if I was going tonight. I told her that I didn't know. Since my birthday was next weekend, I was thinking about staying home. She said that Rachelle invited that dumbass from new years eve to go out with us. I told Shannon FUCK HIM! I said I'm not going to go out with him , that Rachelle can have him all to herself. Why would I knownly put myself in a situation where I wouild be pissed off the whole night? I want nothing to do with that dude. After not only what he did to me, he went around telling people that women are under men. That men rule the house, and that women should just basically sit down and shut up and follow the man......OH NO!!!! Not in April's world, nor does that fly with any of my girls. If Rachelle really intends on bringing him she is just going to be uncomfortable all night long. There is no way in hell that I would sit with him, nor would I be able to shut my mouth for the rest of the night. I would make it my mission in life to be the biggest bitch in the world to him. I have no respect for him, and quite frankly will have no respect for Rachelle if she brings him. She will show that she obviously has no respect for me or my feelings if she brings him.Ya know. It's not like I haven't told her how I feel about him. If she wants him then more power to her, but not around me . Nor should she bring him to the bar where all of us girls hang out..............Anyways, I am going to go clean up the house. I think I am going to change my room around today. Boredom does things like this to you!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009


So I have been really lacking on the blogs. There really isn't an excuse. It's not like I have a job and don't have the time. I have nothing but time on my hand, which in turn makes me more lazy...... Doesn't make any since to me. Oh the way April's mind works. My life these days is wonderful. I have a man who takes care of his family, my children are back from Kyle's house and are in one There is something that is on my mind these days but I won't go into it on here. Well next week I will, but as of right now I can't. The kids really didn't want to go back to school on Monday. Can't say that I blame them. I really didn't want them to go back either. They were out for 2 weeks, but i only saw them for 7 of those days. And that last week they were gone I slept until 10 everyday.While they were gone I partied it up. On Wednesday we had the new years eve party, on thursday ashley cody and amanda came over and we drank. Friday I went out with the girls and got drunk at the bar...... Am I turning into a drinker? I think so. I use to not drink at all. I would rather smoke than drink, but since I have been going out with my girls on Fridays I actually enjoy drinking my ass off. Do I take it to extremes no. I only do it once a week. It's not like I have to have it or I sit at home and get drunk by myself...... am I justifing it in my own way? Of course , we all do. But anyways Life is oh so good these days. GOD has really blessed me.

Monday, January 5, 2009

second part of new years eve

Okay so I kind of decided not to write about the people that were here nor what they did. Not going to pen point them like that. But I will say a couple of things that agravated the crap out of me. My mom bough a new big picture frame for me for Christmas. I put it up in my kitchen. Well after I went to bed someone banged on the wall, on purpose. It went both ways so whatever, but anyways the picture falls off of the wall. It seperates in the corner. So there is my new picture frame broken. Why wouldn't you have enough respect not to be bangin on people's doors or walls at 4 in the morning? Regardless if the picture fell or not, the point is why would you knock on the wall like that? So that agravate the crap out of me. The whole drama shit with the douche bag pissed me off.... he is just an idiot and there is no other word for him. The other person that was involved with him was being an idiot too..... but we had our converstaion that night and they know how I felt. One more thing for me to point out, When the host of the party go to sleep, both of them, It is time to go to sleep. All in all it was a wonderful time. I just don't understand how people act the way they do.....

Friday, January 2, 2009

New Years Eve

So Jeramy and I threw a party for new years at our house. It was so much fun. It was like an old school reunion. These ladies in this picture I have known for years. I love them so much and I am so glad that they came. I got drunk needless to say , I know that doesn't suprise you lol.... I think everyone else got pretty drunk too. Of course there was some drama, there always has to be some drama. Eventually I will tell you the details, and I will probably end up steppin on some peoples toes by telling you everything that happened, but my whole thing is I wouldn't go to someone's house and act like they did, so therefore I expect for them to have the same respect for my house. Anyways regardelss of it all I had A LOT of fun!!! So glad we decided to have it here and get a keg. No cops no people driving drunk.... well a couple but they didn't have to go too far!!!! Jeramy wants to get on the computer and play poker, so I will finish this later!!

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Welcome to the wonderful life of me! I am married to my best friend, my soul mate, my right hand man, the love of my life and we have been blessed with 3 beautiful Z kiddos. Jeramy and I have known each other since we were 14 &16, and have been married for 5 years. He is in the Army and I get to be a stay at home mommy :) We have had our ups and downs, life hasn't always been peaches and cream, but we are blessed!