So this whole army thing really has me excited and nervous. I am really excited about the all of the things that come along with him being in the national guard. I am excited for him going to boot camp, and is AIT that he is going to have to go to. But in the same breath, that means he is going to be gone from the kids and I for at least 2 months just for his boot camp. Not including his AIT that he has to go to. How am I going to deal with him not being here? How am I going to feel when he is gone and I am here all alone with the kids? That is the part that I am going to have the most problems with. I am so use to him being here and going to bed with him at night. I am so use to his little jokes he plays on me, and his little songs he sings. The kids are going to miss their "daddy." Zane is going to miss him playing with him, and having a male in the house. Zoei is going to miss playing with him. It will def be hard, but it will be so worth it in the end. I have to remind myself that it is going to be alright. Besides I have my family and friends. Isn't the same as having the love of my life here, but they will get me by.
One part I really am excited about is us getting married in the next month! We were going to get married in march of this year, but decided to put it off until next year. But with him enlisting, we are going to get married before he goes to boot camp. Sucks that we won't be able to do the whole church thing with the bridesmaids and flowers, and the whole nine yards, but the important thing is that we will be married. I was looking up information online today about getting married at the justice of the peace. That is where Kyle and I got married, but I didn't really remember how we did it or how long we had to wait or how much it cost. Found all of that out today. We will def be getting married in March! At least this time I can invite my family and his family and our friends. Not that any of them will be able to come because it will most likely be on a Friday. Most people have to work on Friday's, but it's OK. We will prob go to a bar that same night and have a party. I'm excited and really looking forward to what these next couple of months have to offer.