Sunday, October 17, 2010

catch up blog

Can't tell you how wonderful my life is right now. Ok it has been for the past five years but having Zeelynn brought in a whole new love for life. Words can't describe how much I love my husband and children. They are my world.... I have a man who gets up and goes to work everyday to provide for our family. I have two big kids that amaze me with their passion to go, do, be, and see everything. Their hugs and kisses make my soul smile. And I have this new little bundle of joy who gives me these random smiles that fill my heart with so much love. Zane Zoei and Zeelynn are such good kids. I am so thankful to the man upstairs that I am where I am in my life. Never in a million years would of dreamed that life could be so fullfilling. My days are filled with pumping, feeding, dirty diapers, spit up and those precious smiles. And that's just from Zeelynn. I also get to spend my days with Big D, Bruiser, Boogie which ever nickname you choose. Love the way he scrunches up his nose when he smiles, the way his eyes get so big when he hears a truck, the way he gets jealous of me holding Zeelynn....wouldn't trade it for anything. Thankful, blessed, greatful....I could honestly go on and on. I finally feel like my life is complete. I had Zane and Zoei and for a long time didn't want any more kids. Then found Jeramy and fell in love all over again. For a while the three of them were all I needed. I got to grow as a person, as a mother and I had to re-learn how to function in a NORMAL relationship. You can ask Jeramy when we first got back together when we would not agree on something I would automatically get in his face, yell scream rant and rave...took a long time to figure out that I wasn't going to get  a reaction out of him like that. I had to teach myself how to sit down and have a normal conversation, how to argue the right way lol.....Jeramy and I went back and forth on the subject of having a baby and finally 4 years later we decided to go for it and a year after getting my IUD taken out we have this preicous little girl. I am married to my best friend, my soul mate, and I have the three cutest kids in the world. Complete.... my life is complete

Friday, October 15, 2010

Partial blog

It's been so long since I've blogged...kind of ashamed of myself lol. Can't knock me too hard though, I did just have a baby a month ago. I can't believe how fast time goes, Zeelynn will be a month old tomorrow. I have to say that God blessed me with such an easy baby this time around. I was 18 when I had Zane so I wasn't prepared mentally, emotionally or any other way. It was the biggest slap of reality when I brought him home from the hospital..... Duty calls so I will have to finish this later

About Me

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Welcome to the wonderful life of me! I am married to my best friend, my soul mate, my right hand man, the love of my life and we have been blessed with 3 beautiful Z kiddos. Jeramy and I have known each other since we were 14 &16, and have been married for 5 years. He is in the Army and I get to be a stay at home mommy :) We have had our ups and downs, life hasn't always been peaches and cream, but we are blessed!