Tuesday, May 31, 2011

What's been going on:

MY SON TURNED 10 YEARS OLD! Holy Moly! I really can't believe that I have a 10 year old. That is just mind blowing to me. We had his birthday that the park and then went swimming just like we did  with Zoei's party. It was pretty fun and I'm glad that his friends came. I really don't understand not RSVP'n to a party but I guess that's not the norm anymore. Seems like the last few parties we have had no one said they were coming and then a bunch of kids showed up.....

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

thoughs on a tuesday morning

I know I have said this many many many times before, and for as long as I am alive I will say it many many many more times....I LOVE THESE KIDS!  They are my world, plain and simple, my life. There will never be anything or anyone more important to me than they are. They are just precious. 
I really can't believe that my first born, my only son is going to be 10 in 11 days. Where in the hell did these past 10 years go? I know I said it every birthday for every child that I have but it's just really crazy that my oldest will be in the double digits. I said to him yesterday Zane I can't believe you are going to be 10 and he said to me, " Mom, I'm going to be in the double digits, every kid goes through it!" LMAO!!! I was like ok put me in my place.... he really isn't my baby anymore. Not that he has been for a long time there is just something about the double digits. It's like when they are 1-9 they are still little people, but 10 is a major milestone.  Crazy for me to think 10 years ago I gave birth to him, my first real taste of reality lol. There is nothing like having a kid, nothing will ever compare to it. The work is so hard and non stop, but the rewards are so big and they just keep coming and coming. I told my mom the other day I can't imagine my life without kids. Some choose not to ever have kids for one reason or the other. I personally think life would be so boring. Yes you could go do be and see the world anytime you wanted to, you didn't have to pack up like you were moving every time you left the house, your money time, everything would be completely about you. I'm sure some love that thought, I'm sure some couldn't imagine having a house full of kids, and a noise level that is through the roof.... I would choose the second option any day. I love those little people more than anything. The smiles on their face, the joy that just explodes from them when they are telling a story, the innocent way they look at the world..., I could just soak it up for a lifetime. Next year our life will change. I will probably be going back to work at least part time, which will change our day to day lives. Who knows though... there might be a way for use to work it out where I can still stay at home. If I have to work then I have to work. No big deal but between us, I would stay at home with my kids till they were grown if I could. Ok, maybe until they thought I was the dumbest person on earth and wanted nothing to do with me.... Right now I am so happy and truly love my life. To say I am blessed is an understatement~

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Welcome to the wonderful life of me! I am married to my best friend, my soul mate, my right hand man, the love of my life and we have been blessed with 3 beautiful Z kiddos. Jeramy and I have known each other since we were 14 &16, and have been married for 5 years. He is in the Army and I get to be a stay at home mommy :) We have had our ups and downs, life hasn't always been peaches and cream, but we are blessed!