but yet I have this writers block going on and really can't get anything out. First off I can't believe it's been a month since the last time I blogged. I use to do this daily, it was part of my routine. I guess back then I was also fighting with my ex husband so I had a lot of shit to say lol. If it was a big fight I could pump out two or three blogs in one day. Now it's like I read blogs everyday but when it comes to putting something together for my own, it doesn't happen.
Let's see updates on everyone in my house: Big daddy is just amazing. He is kicking ass and taking names on everything that he does. At work he is going in early and staying late. His bosses just think the world of him. He finally got promoted in the army as well. He is now SPC. Wilcox....LOVE that title lol. He is only one rank under Sgt. which is just wonderful. He was offered a position as a tech in Houston. He still has to fill out the paperwork and turn in his packet, so it's still really up in the air but just the thought is exciting. Scary but exciting. This was the reason he joined the army in the first place. To better himself and make a better life for his family. I have so much respect for that man and what he does for our family. I honestly can't think of another person that I would rather be with or spend the rest of my life with. Truly my soul mate! Mr. Zane man is just groovy. He goes in for pre-op on Thursday because he is going to have his tonsils taken out on the 6th of July.I am scared about them putting him under. The thought of that just scares the shit out of me. But I can't let him know any of that. I have to put on the brave face because kids just feed off of your energy. Other than that he is having fun on his summer break. He plays the game everyday, plays with his friends, has gone many places with my mom....all in all it's been wonderful. Miss Zoei Nicole is April all over again lol. She is having a blast on her summer break also. Plays on the computer for hours on end, reads her books that she got from the library. Love that little girl, she is so smart and just beams! Miss Zeelynn is standing up on everything lol. She is not happy unless she pulls herself up. That part she has mastered. The part about getting down after she gets up is a different story. She falls and it just pisses her off to no end. She does this wiggle thing now too where she lays down on her back and wiggles like a little worm. It is too cute! Makes everyone laugh. Did I get all my 17 kids? I believe I did lol....me: well life is amazing and I can't think of any other place I would rather be than right here right now. Does it get trying during the summer when the kids are together all the time everyday, oh yes it does. Do they fight more than anything, oh yes they do would I trade it for the world, not a chance. I love my life and truly feel happy. From the inside out, I am happy