Wednesday, December 11, 2013
Totally nervous about my husband coming home. As excited as I am, the what if's, the self doubt, the questioning they all coming bubbling up to the surface. I know how much I've changed, but how much as he changed? I'm so use to doing anything and everything, will I be able to "step down" as the queen of the house and allow him to be a father/husband... and if I can, will he help? will he step up? Is it going to be awkward between us... yes we have a history that spans over 16 years, yes we have been married/back together for 8 years (almost 9) but will it be weird?
On top of all of the emotions and feelings that come along with a soldier coming home, we are moving to Houston... 300 miles away from everyone and everything I know. So you have the stress of finding a new normal within the family, reestablishing roles compacted with moving. He will come home, a few days after that we are going to Houston to finalize his contract and look at houses (hopefully the one that I've been looking at pans out) well come home have Christmas, New Years and then move. All within a little over two weeks. Whirlwind is an understatement....
- Welcome to the wonderful life of me! I am married to my best friend, my soul mate, my right hand man, the love of my life and we have been blessed with 3 beautiful Z kiddos. Jeramy and I have known each other since we were 14 &16, and have been married for 5 years. He is in the Army and I get to be a stay at home mommy :) We have had our ups and downs, life hasn't always been peaches and cream, but we are blessed!