Friday, February 28, 2014

Almost 2 whole two months in our new town

It's really hard to believe that it's been almost two months. Part of me feels like everything is still so new and there is so much more to explore, which I know is the case... But then another part of me feels at home. The way I've watched my children blossom in just the two short months of being here reassures me that moving to Spring Texas, was one of the best decisions of my life. I miss my family and friends up in the DFW area, the familiar roads, the familiar places, the area I knew for 30 years of my life. But at the same time, I love being here, I know without a doubt in my mind that this is where we need to be and will be for the rest of our lives. Everything has fallen into place so beautifully.
I was really nervous about Jeramy coming home and then the fact that we were moving 300 miles away from anything I knew made me 10x's more nervous. I was scared that things were going to go back to the way they were before. The "comfortableness", the each having our own thing to do and not really putting any effort into our marriage. The going through the motions of the day working, paying bills, raising children, keeping up of the house etc. The routine that is all too easy to fall into when you've been together for (almost) 9 years. Jeramy kept telling me not to worry about it, that everything was going to be okay when I would express these feelings to him. I wanted to think that and believe him but inside I held so much doubt. I will say without a shadow of a doubt that he has totally blown my thoughts, fears, anxieties out of the damn water. The joy of getting to rediscover each other is something out of this world. The new outlook on life and what it holds for our future feels so secure, so promising. I am truly bless beyond anything I deserve....

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Welcome to the wonderful life of me! I am married to my best friend, my soul mate, my right hand man, the love of my life and we have been blessed with 3 beautiful Z kiddos. Jeramy and I have known each other since we were 14 &16, and have been married for 5 years. He is in the Army and I get to be a stay at home mommy :) We have had our ups and downs, life hasn't always been peaches and cream, but we are blessed!