Since my last post, I have kind of found my way. My parents took my kids for 5 nights, 6 days and it was exactly what the doctor ordered! We needed a break from each other. That may sound shitty to some, but it's the truth. I love them to death, but sometimes you have to have a break. Sucked because Jeramy had drills the weekend she took them, but I managed. Have to say it was nice having the house to myself, complete silence. I started going to the gym... I know, I know, complete shocker!! Decided that maybe I didn't need to get a job right away, at least not until the kids go back to school, but I needed to find something that I could do just for me. What better thing to do than work out. Have never stepped foot in a gym in my life, have never worked out on machines or anything remotely close. I got the hang of it now :) Have already improved on how much I can do and how long I can do it... pretty damn cool. I'm excited to see where it takes me. I have such an addictive personality and more times than not it gets me in trouble...LOL So hopefully this avenue will lead me down a good path! Jeramy said he is going to go with me on the weekends. That should be interesting hahahaha I'm excited about it though. Gives me something that I can do by myself, just for me for an hour a day. Gets me out of the house and it's good for me.
In a few days we will be coming up on 7 months of living here in Spring. That just absolutely blows my mind. In one way it feels like it's been that long. Especially the other day when I saw my nephews, man they have grown!! But then on the other hand, I can't believe it's been that long. There is still so much to learn and explore around here. I know my way around to the schools, store, some restaurants and bars but the back roads or certain places people talk about, I know nothing about. It's cool though, I really do love it down here. I miss my friends, miss my family, but I think this was the best thing that could of ever happened for my family life. Blessed... simply truly blessed
Friday, June 13, 2014
I lost my job in October 2013, but there was no point in me looking for a new job because I knew that we were going to be moving here. I was excited about the fact that I would be able to stay at home with the kids because we were all going to be in a new place. New school, new house, new city, new everything. I wanted to take them and pick them up from school. I wanted to be at home with Zeelynn. I wanted to be able to make the transition as easy and smooth as possible for them. Now here we are 61/2 months later. First off I can't believe it's been that long already. It literally has flown by. There are so many things, roads, places we have yet to experience here, but then at the same time it feels like home. I have this itch going on inside of me that I want to be able to get out and work. I know myself and know that I am a happier person when I work. Yes it makes the days crazy, yes it means that I'm away from the home, but the hustle and bustle is what drives me. I thrive off of it. I absolutely love my children, but I do so much better as a mom when I have that outlet. Jeramy and I talked about me going back to work when we moved here, but both agreed to wait until the kids go back to school in August. That way they both go to the same school, ride the same bus and are on the same schedule. This is July, I only have a couple months left of staying at home with the munchkins. I think I need to find something for us to do during the week. Something that will keep us (me) busy. Will make it where the kids don't go crazy and neither do I. This itch is in full force right now. Maybe, hopefully it will subside a little bit....
- Welcome to the wonderful life of me! I am married to my best friend, my soul mate, my right hand man, the love of my life and we have been blessed with 3 beautiful Z kiddos. Jeramy and I have known each other since we were 14 &16, and have been married for 5 years. He is in the Army and I get to be a stay at home mommy :) We have had our ups and downs, life hasn't always been peaches and cream, but we are blessed!